One evening I was with a group practicing the mantra ‘I’ (pronounced as E). I liked the mantra as I was very familiar with it and which often brought me into a place of peace and calm.
The mantra was based on a combination of practices from Belsebuub’s work. That evening I was sitting in the last row and the doors were just behind me. After a nice long relaxation, we went on pronouncing the mantra.
At one point near the beginning, I felt a wind coming from the direction of the door. I thought – oh maybe the doors were left open – I quietly looked towards the door but they were closed. Again I felt quite a strong wind coming from the door.
This time I just continued with the mantra as I thought the doors are closed and this must be something else. I was very aware of this wind and at some point, the wind became stronger and I felt a figure (feminine) that had come to the beginning of the rows where we were sitting and stayed there for a little while looking toward where the person guiding the mantra was.
I continued the mantra nevertheless and felt that the figure after a while standing there slid towards the direction of the person who was guiding the session and then just disappeared. The whole experience felt very nice and I had a faith that this was someone from the “good side”, a peaceful and caring divine being, and who was quite happy with what was happening there at the session.
I have been to other groups and places where people practised spiritual practices but I have never had any experience that matches this one and some other ones that I experienced throughout my time exploring Belsebuub’s work.