I had been struggling with some heavy emotions that were really bothering me, and one evening I decided to go to bed early and pray for help. I wanted to talk with my Divine Mother and ask her to remove what was hurting me, the way I had learned from Belsebuub’s
Later that same night, I woke up and left my room for a few moments. When I came back I noticed a small, clear star in the sky, next to the evergreen tree outside my window. I hadn’t seen it there earlier as the sky had been full of clouds then.
Lying down I positioned myself so I could see it from my bed, and fell asleep trying to feel the inner guidance of my heart. I had a clear dream where I was standing in a line with other people about to meet extraterrestrials.
It seemed to me that everyone had a different ET to meet, one that was special to each one of us. When it was my turn I met a blue ET about the size of a child. Somehow I knew it was a he. A part of me felt reluctant to look at him, afraid of what he might see. I felt a certain emotion in me and I didn’t want to be judged for it. But when I looked into his eyes I felt only love and a wave of energy rushing through me.
It was as though I was shown what it would be like not to have this ego. Or perhaps he was merely showing me compassion, understanding, love. I felt quite startled. I remember saying “Oh!” Not knowing how else to respond. I could feel him smiling at me, and I felt that I knew him and he knew me, as though we had met many times before. I felt amazed and a little ashamed that he could love me like that.
The next day I went for a walk in the late Autumn evening and felt a glimmer of peace that wasn’t there before. I felt a sense of relief from my emotions, and I still felt connected to the ET. I can still feel a bit of the love he shared with me, and when I focus on it I remember him.