Experience submitted by Daniel L
I would like to relate a short experience I had with a negative entity, the kind of which Belsebuub sometimes refers to in his works.
I had gone to bed trying exercises of astral projection. I was not successful and had fallen asleep, however I did “wake up” in the astral plane, and I was laying on my bed, face down. As I realized what was happening, I noticed that I could not move, and I could feel a weight pinning me down, as if someone was sitting on me.
I tried to push myself up off the bed to hopefully stand up or turn around. I couldn’t achieve that. I could however turn my head and saw a pretty grotesque figure sitting on top of me.
He looked very much like the classic image of a negative entity sitting on a sleeping person, as portrayed in “The Nightmare” by Henry Fuseli.
He was very short and stout looking, with a small, evil looking mouth, and tiny red dots for eyes. His body seemed a perfect black, so black, it seemed to have its own luminosity.
As he knew I could now see him, he started with a very deep and cavernous evil laugh. It struck me that I had heard this exact laugh before, and I realised the laugh was from a song I had listened to during the day previously. I won’t say which song, but it is a well-known song from a well-known band. I wondered if he somehow knew I had heard this song and was imitating this laugh to spook me.
In any event, I started chanting a recitation that I had learned from Belsebuub called “Bellilin” which expels or disables negative figures in the astral plane.
He didn’t seem too happy that I started chanting it and then exclaimed in a desperate voice:
“Wait! Daniel!! I can help you!! WAIT!!!”
There was a genuine desperation in what he was saying, as if he really believed he could help me and if I were to expel him, it would be to my detriment.
This experience left me with some interesting questions. Did he know that song I had heard in the physical world and was he repeating it because he knew I would recognise it? Or was it a coincidence (seems unlikely as it was a very specific laugh, but you never know)? Also, how on earth did he know my name? Is there some way a negative being can know things like that about a person? Are they watching what we do in the physical world? All of these ideas were thrown up in my mind, and I can’t say I’ve completely answered those questions to this day.
Belsebuub has mentioned in some of his works that darkness has a well-organised hierarchy and is very ordered in their efforts, and that some of these negative entities try and make people stumble spiritually.
Was this figure assigned to me? He seemed to have a familiarity with me (we are on a first name basis apparently) and his voice seemed to express genuine concern for me (though I did not share his opinion that listening to him would have been a good idea).
I must admit, this experience really rattled me for a while. Although it’s almost kind of funny now thinking about it, it did side track me for some time from trying any astral projection exercises. Though after some more experience now, I am not so worried about things like that. So I guess he was successful, at least for a time, in preventing me from exploring the astral world.
* Featured image via Pexels.